Sleeping with ghosts

It doesn't hurt me. You want to feel, how it feels? And if I only could, make a deal with God, get him to swap our places. Your head will collapse, there is nothing in it and you ask yourself, where is my mind. But the bigmouth strikes again,I've got no right to take my place with the human race. I know it well, I will be sitting in your mirror.


** this post is a collage from "running up the hill", "where is my mind", "bigmouth strikes again", all versions from the sleeping with ghosts, bonus album of placebo.

Portihead -Third

Yes, here is Portishead back with their latest album "Third". Perfect as usual again. Actually it is my second favorite after "Roseland NYC Live" album.

Strongly recommend this one. This seems to be the album which will play for some weeks from now on my MP3 player and home. Pointing at tracks "The Rip" and "We Carry On".

I found "Machine Gun" in youtube for you. When I hear her voice, there is always something happening deep down in me. I get the same each time I listen to Interpol.

VH1 Denmark

I zapped to VH1 the other day and saw a note in danish saying something about to change the current VH1 to a Denmark VH1 version. For that reason the channel was temporarily unavailable. After 1 day, VH1 was back with I guess its danish version kinda thing.

I remember the first times of MTV and then VH1, the 'first times' means, some years ago, where there was always music. Not the reflection of some celebrities bedroom, or not 'shows' about people swallowing a toy dinasour and have fun after seeing the xray kinda stuff.
VH1 denmark so far is playing continously 'music', the max talking happens when they show the 'storyteller series of mtv' or only once some commercial every 1 hour! and not longer than 1 minute commercial. How fantastic is that! Unplugged shows come one after each other and all the I dont know, my-taste-kinda TV music channel stuff is on. Not the naked-guys-naked-girls-kinda-popular-music crap at all!

I have an easter holiday today and I enjoyed VH1 Denmark sooo much (thanks thanks to VJ whoever s/he is!!!)
So, that I made it loud so the people who were walking or sitting around on the street could have fun too:) (There is a cafe downstairs which plays no music outside, it was nice seeing them smiling at me when I made volume up because I am on 1st floor) anyway..

Quotes from last week

* I believe that some people in the United States does know a lot of things via NASA and does not tell anybody. Infact, related to this; I believe that they may try to locate themselves to middle east. This is one of the conspiracy theories of mine.

* Are you drunk?
No.(me)

* The definition to anything is done by the majority of the people, there will be always minorities.

* Human nature always adapts to a living style very fast and has a tendency to complain immediately.

* Never talk after you got your tongue pierced.

* Why do I always chose Hollywood movies/series when I want to watch something to relax?

* Mauuuww

* Am I eating too much now? (me)
Yes. (venka)

* Guess what happened this morning? (me)
What now?

* Your birthday was always just before mine. (me)
Hmm, you are right maybe I shud change that.

Deng&Mao are in the house/2

I came home from work and Deng was missing. Mao was behind the couch making him comfortable next to the warm radiator. Deng wasn't anywhere. I was actually scared because I really could not find him despite of my minimal furnished apartment. I was walking around the apartment, finally I saw an unusual shape under my televison table which had a black tablecloth kinda thing. I touched the unusual shape which my tablecloth had, I felt Deng lying there. I uncovered it and saw him being sooo comfortable under it. He was scared "out" but fine "in". The interesting fact about these 2 is, Deng is the more extrovert one but Mao is more introvert. I always could get along with Mao but I was clueless how to get in connection with Deng. Then, after me trying a lot of things like mauw'ing to him, I realised he just wanted to be grabbed being talked to him, not mauw'ed like a cat. Canseng, his owner, usually spoke to him in Danish, I tried that, no success. So, I grabbed him and talked in Turkish and put my face down close to his face but a bit in a lower level than he was and just stood there, talking cosy words in Turkish. He didnt run away and actually had ears up and then down. Now, both of them are lying on the carpet with stomach open.

Language is really not important, its just the "tone" which defines the meaning.

Deng&Mao are in the house/1

Deng and Mao are the cats of my dearest friend Canseng. He will be travelling overseas therefore they will stay with me for a few months . Today is their first day here. They are a little bit nervous, but their tails are up, so that is good news.

The legend of the fall

This is one of my favorite photos I have taken last year. Below videos are about climbing and the ultimate question and fear of it. What if I fall? So, you can see what happens more or less but then you also will get to see what will happen if you dont fall.

It is about unusual vertical human movements against gravity with fear in a puzzle.


10min

3min

10min

the most scariest fall I've ever seen.

3min